I Want To Change A Lot.

I Want To Change A Lot.

I'm At Peace With Myself And Where I Am. In The Past, I Was Always Looking To See How Everybody Else Was Doing. I Wasn't Competitive, I Was Comparative. I Just Wanted To Be Where Everybody Else Was. Now I've Gotten To An Age When I Am Not Comparing Anymore.

It Seems Like Everything Is So Polarized. You Get The Caricatures Of People, The Caricatures Of Their Beliefs. "i Hate This Kind Of Person" Or "i Love This Kind Of Person." But Actually, There's A Lot Of Great Things About Them. There Are Things To Like. There's Possibility Of Change.

I Have To Physically Attracted To Someone. But I Can't Just Be With Someone Just Because It's Great Sex. Because Orgasms Don't Last Long Enough.

You Know, My Mother's Beautiful, My Dad Was A Really Handsome Man, And There Was A Lot Of Talk About Looks When I Was Growing Up.